A Special Dress

I have been so busy this week and I am so happy. I was with my boss with a very special customer. She is so special but I can not tell anyone. She is having a special dress made and my boss is making it and I am helping with the marking and cutting because it has to be perfect. I am so excited but it is a big, big secret so I can not tell anyone. Normally when I mark out a pattern I am paid one hundred baht but for this job my boss is paying me one thousand baht. We have already done it three times but each time we have had to start again and we have had to throw away what we had done. The dress is going to be made of very expensive silk and it is hard to work with and the design is a mixture of Thai and modern and is really something very special. It is almost done and on Monday we go for a fitting and I am very excited about that. You know, I think all Thai people will see the dress that I helped make on television.

Anne phoned me yesterday and asked if I wanted to go to Gullivers tomorrow and I said yes but that I was a bit worried that my stalker might come up to me again. I said I would rather go to the Hard Rock Café and Anne said she would try to think of somewhere else that might be a good place to meet farangs. She said there are quite a few bars where girls can find farangs with money and that we didn’t have to go to Gullivers. Really, I think I might start going out more than once a week. Even if I get three thousand baht it is not a lot. I have not bought my iPhone yet because I do not have enough money. If I can get three thousand baht to go with a farang and I go twice a week that will mean I will earn twenty-four thousand baht every month. I do not think Anne wants to go out twice a week and I am not sure that I am brave enough to go out on my own. I didn’t want to tell Anne that because then she might think that I am using her, but what I really want is to find someone else I can go out with.

I think what I really need is for someone to take care of me. Not like a husband because I do not want to get married yet, but it would be perfect if I could be a mia noi. A mia noi is like a second wife. A lot of rich men in Thailand have mia nois. If I was a mia noi I would get a lot of money and I would not have to go to places like Gullivers. But I am not sure how I can be a mia noi. I do not think that farangs have mia nois. What I really want is to find a farang who does not live in Thailand but who can send me money to take care of me, but I think that is just a dream. Maybe if I wish really hard I will meet a man like that on Saturday.

My Stalker Again

I think I met my stalker last night, but I’m not sure. Anne and I got to Gullivers at about eight o’clock and it was busy because it wasn’t raining much, just a little. We got a table under the big red car that they have on display. It is on a pole and it turns around slowly and I was a little bit worried that it might fall down on our heads but of course it didn’t. There were quite a lot of farangs playing pool but usually the ones who are there to play pool don’t want to go with girls, they just want to play. There were some very sexy girls playing pool, too. I wish I was good at playing pool but I think you have to practise a lot.

We bought some Cokes and we kept smiling at farangs who looked like tourists and then a guy came up to our table and asked Anne if her name was Anne and she smiled and said yes, it was. So he sat down and smiled at me and said that I must be Wan and that he had read my blog. I was so surprised but I tried not to show it so I just smiled and said no, my name was Dao and I said I didn’t know what a blog was. He wasn’t a tourist because he started speaking in Thai to me saying that he wanted to go short time with me and that he would pay me two thousand baht but now I was a bit scared because he had a funny look in his eyes. I told him that I was only in Gullivers to meet a friend and that I had to go soon but then he started talking about the blog and how he didn’t believe it and then I was sure he was my stalker. I wanted to tell Anne that we should go because I was scared but I couldn’t because he spoke Thai.

I hadn’t told Anne that I was writing my blog so she didn’t know what was happening and she didn’t know how he knew our names. He grabbed my arm and he said that he liked me and that he wanted to go with me but I said no I didn’t do that sort of thing and that I had to go. I told Anne that we had to go but I couldn’t tell her why but she came with me anyway and we got into a taxi outside Gullivers. I kept looking behind me to see if the farang was following us but he wasn’t, but I was still so scared.

I wanted to go home but Anne said that I was silly and she said that we should go to the Hard Rock Café in Siam Square so that is what we did. I had been there before in the daytime. Actually my boss took me there when we had meetings with some people from Siam Paragon. It is quite expensive but a really nice place. It was still early and not very busy so we got a table not to far from the stage where the band plays and I ordered a beer because I wanted a drink because I was so shocked. Anne had a beer, too. Then I told Anne all about my blog and she was a bit shocked. She was surprised that I had written about my life and I said that it was okay because I hadn’t used my real name and she asked me if I wrote about her and I said yes and she was a bit upset that I had used her real name and that I had said that she worked for a bank. But she wasn’t angry and after a while she said that it was funny but that we shouldn’t go to Gullivers again for a while just in case my stalker came back. And she made me promise never to put my picture or her picture on the blog and I promised that. She said she wanted to read it so I said okay and later today she is coming to my room and I will take her to the internet café and show her. I hope she thinks it is funny and does not get angry.

There were quite a lot of farangs in Hard Rock Café. Most were with girls. It was funny because most of the farangs were old and the girls were young, but the farangs were behaving as if they were teenagers and not old men. When the band came on it was the farangs who wanted to dance, even though they couldn’t dance very well. I don’t know why farang men like to behave like children when they are with Thai girls, but often they do. The band was really good and we listened to the music, then Anne smiled at two farangs and they came over. One was called Simon and he was a farmer from England. Farmers in England are not poor like farmers in Thailand. Farmers in England are rich. The farang who spoke to me was called Richard and he said that his name was Rich but he wasn’t which was funny. He was a farmer too and they were both staying at the Siam Novotel which is not far from the Hard Rock Café. They were on a golf holiday with their friends from Norfolk which is in the east of England, I think. That was funny because farmers in the east of Thailand are the poorest farmers in the country. Anne asked the men if they wanted to have fun with us and they both said they did and she said it would cost them three thousand baht and they said that was okay so we went back to the Siam Novotel with them. Rich was really sweet. He was about forty and had freckles across his nose and a funny way of laughing and I had a good time with him. I stayed for an hour and he gave me three thousand baht and then he gave me another five hundred for my taxi even though it costs only about one hundred baht to get from Siam Square to On Nut. He said that he was going to Pattaya to play golf on Sunday but they would be coming back to Bangkok so I gave him my phone number and asked him to call me. Anne was in the lobby waiting for me when I went downstairs. She didn’t have too good a time with Simon and he didn’t give her five hundred baht for the taxi. It was still only about midnight so we went back to the Hard Rock Café and this time we drank wine and danced to the music and then I ordered a burger for me and for Anne and I paid for it because I was so happy. I like Hard Rock Café and I think Anne and I are going to start going there to find farangs.

Working Girls

Anne phoned me today to ask me if I heard about the English policeman who had been arrested for hiring prostitutes in Bangkok to send to work in England. I said that I hadn’t but she said it was in all the newspapers and she was right. The Thai police have arrested him because he took more than half a million baht from a woman and told her that she would have a job as a waitress in London. His name is Ian Shuttleworth and he used to be a policeman in England. The woman says that once she got to England she was forced to work as a prostitute, which is not good. Anne said that she knew three girls who had gone to England to work as prostitutes but no one had forced them. She said that a lot of girls worked in Singapore which was easier because Thai people do not need visas to go to Singapore but they do need visas to go to England and it is not easy to get a visa.

Anne said she would tell me more on Saturday because she wanted to introduce me to a girl who used to work in London. I am quite excited to meet her but I am not sure if I could work in England. I love Thailand too much. I bought a new dress to wear on Saturday night. It is black and white and I think it is quite sexy. I hope it does not rain. Every day this week it has started raining at about eight o’clock and rained for a long time.

California Wow!

Yesterday was a holiday so I didn’t have to work. I went to the gym instead and exercised for more than three hours, but actually one hour of that was yoga and really I don’t think that is exercise. I am a member of California Wow! Actually I am a lifetime member and as I am only 26 I think it is good value. To be a member for lifetime is 15,000 baht. That is a good deal because I might use the gym for the next fifty years. That will mean it costs me just 300 baht a year which is really cheap.

The really good thing about California Wow! is that they play music really loud and they have lots of branches. They are building one at Soi Ekkamai which I will use when it is finished but now I go to the branch in Sukhumvit Soi 23. It is right on Sukhumvit Road and you can watch people walk by as you exercise which is good fun.

They also have a branch on Sukhumvit Soi 31 but I do not think it is as good because it is for women only. Really, they do not allow men to go there. At first I thought it was a good idea to have a women-only gym but after I went there a few times I changed my mind. Most of the women who go to Soi 31 are not very pretty and they do not have good bodies. I think they go because they are shy about the way they look and so they do not want men to see them exercise. The girls who go to Soi 23 are proud of their bodies and want men to look at them. That is what I think, anyway. Also, a lot of the women who go to the women-only gym spend more time gossiping or talking on their mobile phones than they do exercising.

So now I got to Sukhumvit Soi 23 to exercise. I think I have a very good body and I quite like it when men sneak looks at me. My breasts look good in my tight tops and I know that I have good legs because they are long and very straight and I am not fat at all. Sometimes I smile at the farang men in the gym but no one has ever asked me to go with them. It is funny because in Gullivers men just come up and ask for sex but no one does that at California Wow! I go on the Nordic skiing machine because that is a good way to stay fit and I go on an exercise bike for half an hour because that makes your thighs and your bum look good and then I use the weights machine to strengthen and tone my arms and my legs. I do the yoga because it makes my body feel good. My instructor is a Thai girl who is quite pretty and I she knows lots of different positions. I keep wanting to ask her if there is a starfish position but I think she might not understand the joke.

I always feel really good after I have exercised. Really, I feel like having sex but I think I should not say that. I think that the California Wow! people know that exercising makes you feel sexy because they use very sexy models in all their advertising. That is why I went to talk to them about joining so it shows that advertising works.

My Stalker

The person who hacked into my account last week has just posted a comment which I think is a bit scary. He wrote:


i know you've been online..i own your account, "gullivers" was such an easy give away(you are thick as pig shit to use that as a pass..hahaha...so funny..you are either thai or yet another farang deadbeat loser with shit for brains...hahahahaha) and kindly i STILL let you back in(i could have closed your account), all be it whilst leaving myself a back door :) ...... why not answer basic questions to validate that you are a real thai whore...my answer is..you cant....you are a faker.....i guess you are some loser farang who has wound up needing to be in Thailand, by way of his penis, (without any foresight or planning), and has no money and is such a pathetic peice of shit that he/she cant even earn a decent living here so has to resort to pretending to he thai whore and get ad words income to make(or not) ends meet.hahaha....i am so glad i am not you..hahahahahhahahahahhahah.LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSER !!!!!


I do not know what to do? He got into my blog before and changed it and he says he will do it again. That is not fair and I do not know why he hates me so much. Does anyone know what I can do to stop him? Really I think he might be a bit crazy. Now I am worried that he might go to Gullivers and try and hurt me. Can anyone tell me what I should do please?

Staying All Night

Anne and I got to Gullivers at about half past eight and it wasn’t so busy so we got a table near the door which Anne said was the best place to sit because you could see everyone who came in. I kept smiling at the farangs that I thought were tourists but after a while Anne said I was smiling too much and that I should just smile a little bit. She said that if you smile too much the men think you are desperate. It was best to be casual, she said, so I smiled casually. I had on a short denim skirt and a black jacket and under it a white top and I think I looked sexy, but not as sexy as Anne because she had on a short black dress that was just straps at the back. Everyone looked at her when she came in. I was so surprised because I usually see her when she has been working at the bank and then she does not look sexy at all.

At about half past nine it started raining and for a while hardly anyone came into the bar because it was so wet outside. Anne introduced me to two of her friends, a girl called Ning and a call called Apple. They were both really nice. They work in a beauty parlor near the Emporium and they both had really nice make up. They said that they would teach me how to do make up sometime, which was nice of them. We talked about Manchester City. The Thai All-Stars beat them 3-1 and Anne said maybe all the English team had been with Thai girls the night before so they had no power! We all laughed. Really though it is a big problem for Mr Thaksin because it means he has lost face and face is very important for Thai people. If it was a Thai team I think maybe he would try to punish them but he can not because Manchester City is an English team. You know the Thai papers said that Mr Thaksin told the Manchester City players that they had to wai him at the start of every match and they all said no. In Thailand, not many people say no to Mr Thaksin.

After eleven o’clock the rain stopped and more people started coming in. A farang came over to talk to Anne. His name was Tim and he was from England, on holiday with some friends who were playing pool. After about ten minutes Anne said that she would go with him to his hotel for three thousand baht and he said two thousand and she said two thousand five hundred and he said okay. Anne asked me if I was okay on my own and I said I was because by now I am used to being in Gullivers. A lot of the waitresses know me and smile at me when they see me. Also there were a lot of farangs there and while Anne was talking to Tim I saw quite a few men looking at me. As soon as Anne went with Tim, one of the men who had been looking at me came over. He was nicely dressed in long pants and a long-sleeved shirt which did worry me a bit because that’s what English teachers wear but he wasn’t a teacher, he works for a firm of lawyers in Hong Kong and he was not a Cheap Charlie. He bought me three drinks and really he was very nice to talk to. His name was David and he was quite funny and he made me laugh but he didn’t know much about Thailand and he couldn’t speak Thai, which was good. We have a saying in Thailand – Farang Roo Mark Mai Dee – which means that the farang who knows too much isn’t a good thing. David said he had come to Gullivers to meet his friend but his friend had not turned up so he didn’t know what to do and I said that for three thousand baht we could go to his hotel and he said that sounded like a good idea.

His hotel was the Conrad, which is quite far from Gullivers, but it was really nice and the room was the best hotel room I have ever been in. I tried really hard not to be a starfish with David and I think I made him happy. When I got up to go he asked me if I could stay all night and I said that my mum was sick and I had to take care of her and he said that if I did stay he would pay me another two thousand baht so I said okay. He made love to me again in the morning so we had sex twice for five thousand baht which is two thousand five hundred baht each time which is quite good money. And he gave me one hundred baht for my taxi back to On Nut so I was happy. He gave me his card and I gave him my telephone number because really I would be quite happy to see him again.

Stealing from customers

I phoned Anne today to see if she is going to Gullivers tonight and she is so that’s good news. She said she would come to my room at seven o’clock and we can go in a taxi together. She also told me some news which was really interesting. Manchester City football team are in Bangkok to play a game tonight against a Thai team at the Rajamangala National Stadium. That is not the news, because everyone knows that. The former Prime Minister of Thailand, Khun Thaksin, bought the football team last year. But this is the first time that his team has come to Thailand to play.

Anyway, Anne said that one of the Manchester City players picked up a girl who used to go to Gullivers a lot. Really! Anne knows someone who knows her. And the girl stole money from the football player while he was asleep. I asked her how she knew and she said that the girl had told a friend and the friend had called Anne to tell her. He took her to their hotel. The team is staying at the Pathumwan Princess hotel. I was so shocked but Anne said that some times girls did steal from farangs. I asked Anne where the player had met the girl and she said it was at the Hard Rock Café. I had been there many times and I did not realise it was a place where girls can meet farangs but Anne said it was a good place to go to get customers and that we should go some time. I have been in the day at weekends because I like their burgers but Anne said at night there was a live band and that many farangs went there to get Thai girls for sex.

I asked Anne which player it was but she said she didn’t know and the football team is saying it didn’t happen because it makes them look stupid but it did happen. I would never steal money from a customer. If someone pays me to go with them then I am doing a job and there is no need to steal. It would be like stealing from my boss and I would never ever do that.

If I was rich

I love my country. Thailand is the best country in the world. It means Land Of The Free and it really is. I think people in Thailand have more freedom than anywhere else in the world. I stayed in New York for six months and New York is great but there are many rules and laws and people always seemed to be telling me what to do. In New York, a police man can give you a ticket if you walk across a road when you are not supposed to. How crazy is that?

The one thing I do not like about my country is that it is hard to get rich, especially if you are a girl. Men do all the big jobs and get the big salaries, women only get good jobs if the come from rich families. A rich family and a good family is not the same thing. In Thailand there are many rich families but the people in the families behave badly. Sometimes they even hurt people and get away with it. Someone told me once that rich people never go to prison and really I think that is true.

If you are born into a rich family you will be rich your whole life. If you are born into a poor family you will stay poor all your life unless you are very lucky. My family is not really rich and not really poor, we are in the middle. But really I want to be rich.

Last night I made a list of all the things I would buy if I was really rich. I want an iPhone and a Sony laptop, the pink one. I want a Honda Civic with pretty wheels. and I want a Dolce and Gabbana watch. I want a house in Chiang Mai, a teak house near a hill, and I want a big screen plasma television, a really big one, seventy-two inches maybe. I want a bathroom with a jacquizi and a swimming pool outside and I want a Golden Retriever dog and a Rottweiler to bark at any bad guys who come to my house. I want my own apartment in a nice part of Bangkok like Soi Thonglor and I want lots of Italian furniture because the Italians make really good furniture. I want a five baht gold necklace and a three baht gold bracelet and a diamond ring, a really big one. And world peace. That is what the beauty contestants always say when they are asked what they want, so that’s what I want too. I want world peace. And a new nose. I think I can get a new nose for about ten thousand baht. I think I will look prettier if I have a farang nose. And that’s everything I will buy, when I’m rich.

Hourly, monthly, yearly

I have cable TV in my room and I was watching a comedy show on True Series today and something made me laugh so much. It was a man talking to a prostitute and asking how much she would charge for sex. She said a hundred dollars. (It is an Australian show, I think). The man asks how much for two hours and she says two hundred dollars. And if he wanted her all night it would be a thousand dollars. If he wanted her for a week it would be five thousand dollars. He is still thinking about it and she carries on talking. She’d stay with him for a month for twenty thousand dollars. And if he wants her to be his girlfriend then that will be fifty thousand dollars. He asks how much would it cost to marry her and she says a hundred thousand dollars with fifty thousand dollars for each child she has. Then he asks her if they can still have sex after she has had their children and she slaps his face and calls him a pervert! I laughed so much. But it did make me think. I will go with a man for an hour for three thousand baht or maybe two thousand baht but I hadn’t thought about how much I would want to spend a whole night with a man. I think I would stay all night for ten thousand baht but really I would not want to spend all night with a farang. And what if he wanted to stay with me for a week? I think I would ask for thirty thousand baht. And for a month, maybe eighty thousand baht. But a year? Can you imagine being paid to stay with a man for a whole year? But in a way, I suppose that’s what marriage usually is, isn’t it? A man takes care of a woman and pays her to stay with him. I think paying for one hour is more fair, really. It rained a lot today and I got wet going home after work. I hope it is not raining again on Saturday because I want to go to Gullivers again.

No More Cheap Charlies

Gullivers wasn’t so busy this week and when Anne and I went in there were a lot of free tables. There weren’t too many girls there and there won’t to many farangs as well which meant that for the first hour we sat there on our own drinking Cokes. Eventually a farang came over to talk to us after I smiled at him. Really he spoke to Anne more and he spoke to her in Thai. His Thai was really quite good. He said he liked Anne and wanted her to go back to his apartment in Soi 4 and that he would pay her 1,000 baht which is what he always paid but Anne said no, it wasn’t enough. His name was Robert which is quite a funny name because when you say it in a Thai accent it sounds like ra-bert which means an explosion. I think it would be very funny to shout ra-bert when you see him and to see what Thai people would do. A think a lot of them would run away. Robert was about forty and he said he was an English teacher and that he could give us English lessons but really my English is fine. Anne’s is quite good but not as good as mine but she did not want English lessons, she just wanted money from him.

He talked to us for half an hour but didn’t buy us any drinks. He said that 1,000 baht was his highest price. When Anne said no he asked me if I would go with him for 1,000 and I said no, of course not. When he left us Anne said that he was a ‘Cheap Charlie’. She said that a lot of farangs who lived in Thailand were Cheap Charlies because they do not earn a lot of money. Especially English teachers, she said. They only earn about thirty or forty thousand baht a month, which is not a lot for a farang. She said it was my fault for smiling at him but I said that I didn’t know that he was a Cheap Charlie when I saw him.

She said you have to look carefully. For a start, they wear clothes that are quite cheap. And they often wear a fake watch. Like a fake Rolex. And Robert was wearing one of the yellow wristbands that say we love the king and only farangs who live in Thailand wear them. Also, he spoke to Thai and tourists do not speak Thai. Anne said it was always better to go with a tourist because tourists always had a lot of money and wanted to have a good time. Cheap Charlies like Robert only want to have sex and not pay a lot of money so it was best not to talk to them.

So then we drank our Cokes and I looked around the bar for a tourist and I saw two. They looked like tourists because they were wearing shorts and sandals and black socks and they had t-shirts with Chang Beer and Singha Beer. It was funny because they were wearing the shirts as if they were designer labels but everyone knows that only low class people drink Chang and Singha. But because they were tourists they did not know that. One was bald and a bit fat, the other was tall and had very knobbly knees. I spoke to the bald one while Anne talked to the tall one. They were from Germany and did not speak Thai so we had to speak to them in English so it was a bit difficult. My farang was called Klaus and Anne’s was Frederick and they were quite nice. They bought us drinks and told us that they were on holiday. They were going to Pattaya on Monday and this was the first time they had been in Thailand. Anne spoke to me in Thai and said that we should tell them to pay 4,000 baht and that’s what we did, and you know what, they said yes. I was so surprised but Anne said it was because they were tourists and didn’t know anything. They were staying at the Conrad Hotel and Anne said that was also a good sign because only rich tourists stayed at the Conrad Hotel, it was too expensive for Cheap Charlies.

So that was that. We went back to the Conrad Hotel which was really nice. What was funny was that there was a glass wall in the bathroom with a curtain and Klaus pulled back the curtain so that he could lie on the bed and watch me shower through the window. Klaus was really sweet. He said that he was married and that he didn’t want to make love to me but that I could make him come with my hand so that is what I did and it only took half an hour. He asked me for my phone number so that he could call me when he came to Bangkok again and I said sure and gave it to him because it was the easiest money I have ever made in my life. Four thousand baht for half an hour. I can’t believe it. Now I know what to do I will not talk to any Cheap Charlies again.

A Busy Day

Today is Friday and I am so tired. I was so busy today at work that all I want to do is to sleep. My job is to mark out fabric for dresses so that the material can be cut. It is a hard job and you have to think a lot. You have to use as much of the material as you can and waste as little as possible. Really it is a bit like a jigsaw puzzle. I get paid for each pattern that I do. I get one hundred baht for each pattern. If it is simple it might take me half an hour but if it is complicated it can take more than an hour. Then the material is given to a cutter and then it is sewn. Usually I do four or five patterns in a day. If I do four patterns in one day then I get four hundred baht which is quite a lot. It is very tiring and you have to concentrate a lot because if you make a mistake you have to rub it out and start again. I always turn my mobile phone off when I am working because I have to concentrate so much. Really it is a good job because I can work when I want to and my boss is really nice. He is an American and he has companies in Rome and in New York. He is very good to me and pays for any classes I want to take in design and business because he knows that one day I want to have my own design company.

He sent me to New York when I joined his company and I spent six months in Manhattan which was great. I went to a college there to and learned a lot about design. Then last year he sent me to his office in Milan, or Milano as the Italians call it. I think my boss likes me but only as a friend because really he is gay. A lot of people who work in the fashion industry are gay. But not me!

Today I am tired because I did seven patterns one after the other with only a twenty-minute break. I went to Tesco-Lotus in On Nut and had noodles in the food court there and then went straight back to work. Now my eyes hurt and I have a headache so I will go to sleep, I think. Seven patterns means seven hundred baht which is a lot but it is not the same as two thousand baht. I hope Anne will take me to Gullivers again tomorrow. I really want to buy an iPhone.

What I Want!

You know what I really want? I want an iPhone. Anne has a Nokia 95 with 8Gb memory which is a really good phone and costs about 20,000 baht but I think the iPhone is better because the screen is bigger and you can download music videos onto it. It is about the same price. There is only one way that I can get 20,000 baht. I will have to go with farangs. If I can get 3,000 from each farang then I will have to go with seven farangs. Seven. Really that is quite a lot because I have only been with five men in my whole life and I am twenty six years old. And of the five two were men from Gullivers.

If I go with seven more farangs then I will have been with twelve men and nine of them will have been farangs. Really I don’t think that what I do with the farangs is making love. It is work, that is all. The work is having sex with them. They want sex and I sell it to them and I do not think there is anything wrong with that.

I am only doing this because I do not have enough money. Most people in Thailand do not have enough money because the rich people keep it for themselves. In Thailand the rich people are very rich and the poor people are very poor. It is hard for poor people in Thailand just now because everything is getting more expensive. Rice is getting more expensive every day and so is petrol. I do not have a car or a motorcycle but everyone who does says that it is not fair that petrol is so expensive.

I am lucky that my job in the fashion industry pays me some money but it only gives me enough to pay for my room and my food and to send some money to my mother every month. If I want nice things I have to go with farangs. That is okay. Really I do not mind. But I will have to wait for the weekend because that’s when Anne goes out and I do not want to go out on my own.

You know what else I want? I want a Dolce and Gabbana bag. A real one, not a copy. And I want a Dolce and Gabbana watch. They make really good watches. Anne says that she is saving for a Rolex but I don’t want a Rolex, I want a Dolce and Gabbana.

Gullivers Again!

Yesterday wasn’t as good as my first time, I have to say. I went with a farang but he only gave me 2,000 baht and my taxi home cost me 100 baht and I bought four drinks myself so really I didn’t make a profit of more than 1,500 baht. Really, that is a lot of money though. In my real job I get paid between 12,000 and 15,000 baht a month which is a bit more than 500 baht a day so I think I should not be too greedy.

The problem was that on Saturday night there were a lot of girls at Gullivers. I mean a lot. More than a hundred I think. When Anne and I got there every single table was occupied except for a few tables outside and Anne said that it wasn’t a good idea to sit outside because it was hot and because farangs looking for girls go inside. We went to stand by the pool tables at the far end of the bar and a guy from England called Dave asked us if we wanted to play pool so we did. Dave was young, about twenty-two, and his friend Neil was twenty-one. They were from Liverpool and spoke with funny accents that were a bit cute but a bit hard to understand. They said they were on holiday and were going to Pattaya and had only been in Bangkok for two nights. We played pool for about an hour and they bought us two drinks and then they asked if we wanted to go to a disco or something. Anne asked them how much they would pay us and they laughed and said they wouldn’t pay for us but we could go if we wanted. I really wanted to go because they were cute and quite good-looking but Anne said no, we were there to work and not to have fun so we said goodbye and then we found a table to sit at.

We had to buy our own drinks then of course so we both had Cokes and started looking around for farangs. That was the problem. There were a lot of girls and not a lot of farangs and some of the girls were quite pushy, touching men as they walked past and asking them to sit down. I couldn’t do that because really I am a bit shy. After half an hour a man sat down at our table and spoke to use in Thai. He said his name was Richard and he lived in Thailand he wanted us both to go with him and he would pay us 500 baht each. Anne said it would cost him 3,000 baht each and he laughed and said that he wasn’t stupid and he went away. Really though I think he was stupid. But about ten minutes later I saw him leaving with two girls and he was smiling so I think they must have agreed to go with him for 500 baht. They were from Isarn, I think, and they were not very pretty.

We sat there for ages, talking and smiling at farangs, but by midnight Anne was getting worried because Gullivers closes at one o’clock in the morning. Then two American men walked by. They were quite old, more than fifty, one was bald and the other had white hair. They both had big beer bellys. I don’t know why farangs like to have beer bellys but a lot of the farangs in Gullivers do. The bald one was called Eric and he liked me and the white-haired one was Gerry and he liked Anne. They bought us drinks and talked for a while and then they asked how much for us to go with him. Anne said 3,000 baht but they said that was too expensive and that the night before they had paid 2,000 baht so Anne said okay, 2,000 baht was enough. They were staying at the Marriott Hotel near Soi 2 so we walked with them because it was not too far. Eric’s room was on the ninth floor and Gerry was on the tenth floor so Anne said that we should spend one hour with the farangs and meet down in the lobby.

The sex with Eric was really bad. Terrible. Even with my eyes closed it was bad. He couldn’t stay hard and he blamed me and said that I was a starfish and I didn’t understand what he meant. I asked him what a starfish was but he just laughed. I didn’t know if he meant I was a fish from the stars or if I was like a fish movie star. My English is really quite good because I went to an international school in Bangkok but sometimes there are words that I do not understand. He wouldn’t explain and just laughed and said I should go. Really it was his fault. He is the man and I let him do whatever he wanted so if he can’t do it then it’s his fault. I was back downstairs in twenty minutes with my 2,000 baht and Anne was there fifteen minutes later. She said the sex with Gerry had been bad, too. But really it doesn’t matter if the sex is good or the sex is bad, we still got our money and that is all that matters. But really I wanted to get more than 2,000 baht. In the taxi on the way home I asked Anne what a starfish was and she laughed and laughed until there were tears in her eyes. She said a starfish was a sea creature that had five legs and looked like a star, with its five legs spread out. Then she laughed again and wiped her tears. She said that Eric had meant that I had been lying on the bed like a starfish with my arms and legs out. Then I started laughing because he was right, that was exactly what I did. I just lay there and let him do it and I didn’t touch him or anything. She said that in future I should change my name. I shouldn’t be Wan any more because I am not sweet, I should be Daao which means star. I said no, I wanted to be Wan but next time I would try not to be a starfish.

My Second Time

I am going out with Anne again this evening. We are going to Gullivers to look for farangs. It is funny because I am more excited this time than I was the first time. I think it is because now I know for sure what will happen. I phoned Anne during the week and asked if she wanted to go out again and she said that she did but she only went out on Friday or Saturday because if she went out during the week then she was too tired at work. So I asked her if we could go out on Saturday and she said sure. So now I am in my room waiting for her to come. I am wearing a dress tonight, a sexy dress that I wore for my last birthday party. It shows my cleavage and I have a very good cleavage. But this time I am wearing a bra because the dress is a little bit see-through. I am wearing high heels and stockings and I have used a lot of red lipstick because Anne said that farangs like red lipstick. Anne said that I should take condoms with me but I told her that I was too shy to buy them. I can’t even imagine going into a 7-11 and buying condoms because the people there would know what I was doing and I would be so shy. Anne said that she always has condoms in her bag when she goes looking for farangs. Once she went with a farang and when she got to his hotel he didn’t have a condom and neither did she so she made love to him without a condom and then she was scared that she might be pregnant to she had to take some medicine the next day to stop her having a baby. I do not want a baby but I told her that I couldn’t buy condoms myself so she said no problem, she would give me some of hers.

Really I am quite excited because I know that soon I will be making love to a man that I do not know. That is quite exciting. I will let him make love to me even though I will hardly know anything about him and I will probably never see him again. I think I am starting to think like a bad girl, even though I am a good girl really.